

Pantoum for a Diagnosis
Alene Terzian-Zeitouian
After the apocalypse, I will go wild,
braid my hair and cliff dive, overexcite
every nerve, the ones that fail me,
the ones I hide; I will be reckless,
French braid my hair and climb
the crest like a wildebeest,
a reckless, unconcealed buckhorn,
the elastic pull of myelin,
a wildebeest’s crested horns; I will
forgive the countdown, cut the red bomb
wire, the myelin pull of elastic
is a nerve set free. I will dodge
bomb’s red plume, the countdown,
biding time radiation, lesions
less nerve than dodged bullet; I am free
of warrior, an inflammation of bravado.
I will radiate wildness; a forest of lesions
won’t stop me. When I run past,
bravado and warrior will part the seas,
and I will go wild after the apocalypse.